Belum mengantuk..

jam 2:27 am...belum tidur lagi...herm..mmg mcm nie,kalo sy sorg2 d bilik mmg susah mau tidur selalu ..my bf x tidur sini mlm ni..ntah kenapa..alasan saja..sy taw dia minum d rumah anty dia tu .huhu...alasan saja ada urusan awal pagi tapi tidur lmbt juga?? bikin panas ni kdg2...:(

hmm..main fb suda bosan..xtau suda mau buat apa..xda dpt buat pa pa cnie..adeh..bosannya ni tmpt..mau dekat 1 tahun suda sy stay cnie...rindu suda sy sama life sy yg dulu ...jalan2...kuar mlm2..cni..mau kuar mlm pun xtau mau p mana..kedai semua suda tutup...adehh... xtau lah...but i decide x mau hidup mcm nie selama2 nya...i got my impian...my impian ialah utk berjalan2 keliling dunia....:) nice rite...... and so many other impian...banyak bah...dan sy akan pastikan semua tecapai... :)


 ermm sja2 ja bah nie menulis ..cuz sy xtau mau buat apa suda...dan lama suda sy x menulis banyak2 cnie kan...ermm oya ..next week my birtday..hehe...hope something good will happen..hehe :)

Hard to believe

i just heard my bestfriend go for abortion..OMG..really???? maybe not a thing like that..but sound she go to clean it........herrm...pity her.....what actually happen...i feel pity and worry for her...maybe im not good but i think im not like that........if the thing happen i will get married..i really wanna have a baby.i wanna...im the happier if i get pregnant...hermmmm but not rite now laa...cuz i not yet married....

r u ever care?

I WONDER ARE HE EVER CARE FOR ME? FOR REAL?? :(

u r really killing me softly

oh God..i love him,,but sometimes i cant stand what he want from me...to many ..i cant do it sometimes...
we are broke...we have no money..but he still cant understand ..he dont know how much i cry inside bout that..life is not easy ..its very complicated...:(


 sometimes i wish he was so gentlemen..spent me money ...do everything for me..treat me like princess..but its that to much ...??

i never been i this situation where its very shock to me...he ask to much !! dear..im sorry...          
Do you understand what i feel ...:( no u didnt

duh..

lama x menulis cni owh ...huhu...pasword pun hampir sy lupa tadi ...hem..skg suda july 2010...
cepatnya masa berlalu ...huhu....mcm2 perkara terjadi ...tapi yg paling penting im still with my bf...mmg lah kdg2 ada pasang surut dlm perhubungan..tapi actually sy semakin syg kan dia dari hari ke hari ...swear God i love him so much !!....

skg dia balik kg lagi ..leave me alone...but nvmind..luv u dear so much..