Hard to believe

i just heard my bestfriend go for abortion..OMG..really???? maybe not a thing like that..but sound she go to clean it........herrm...pity her.....what actually happen...i feel pity and worry for her...maybe im not good but i think im not like that........if the thing happen i will get married..i really wanna have a baby.i wanna...im the happier if i get pregnant...hermmmm but not rite now laa...cuz i not yet married....