tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-46959842540011251242024-03-05T03:27:41.954-08:00dont cry girlim ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.comBlogger52125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-77625033885102131822010-12-08T06:51:00.000-08:002010-12-08T06:51:43.115-08:00sakit blakang!hari nie seharian d bilik ..arrgh wtf ..sakit belakang sdahh tdur2 on9.. baring2... sgt bosan ...and have a little conflict with my bf.. hmm apalagi ...malas la mau cerita yg x best ... flashback ..hari6 ,ahad, isnin,selasa dan rabu.. sy cuti! wah lamanya...mula2 mau balik kg ari 6 tapi disebabkan xda org d rumahh jadi sy x jadi balik.. then my bf bawa sy balik kg dia ..dan stay 2 nite there ..heheh..tapi xda tejalan2 jauhh.hmm.. xpalaim ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-86946006527477188362010-12-02T00:26:00.000-08:002010-12-02T00:26:40.355-08:00OMGOMG wat had happen ..suddenly i remembered him..oh no! why ??? last night (2 days ago) i have a dream with him ..and he is with my bf ..he,me and my bf! my bf is befiren with him without knowing wat hx between us..but its only the dream..its so crazy!! but i cant lie..my heart now cant stop thinking of him..how can it be..its end 5 years ago...argghhh.. i still miss him :(( nope! i dont!! i hate him ,i have no feeling to him anymore ..huhuhu... why suddenly i remember him and all of our memories...hmm why ??<br />
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the truth is i really love my bf..really !!! i love him. sy dapat rasa di segenap nadi dan setiap hembusan nafas sy...and stipa hembusan nafas sy merasakannya.. its i love u //i love u .. i love u by...i love u ... i really love u ..u are my life...how can i 4get and say i didnt love u ..cuz i do... i do really love u ...:(( :((im ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-81965699860672999992010-11-30T05:05:00.000-08:002010-12-17T11:36:09.857-08:00yup wateverhuh ..long tyme xmenulis cnie..kinda of bz.. by the way ..this is my private diary ...mungkin bukan mcm blog biasa yg org lain buat ... its more like my diary ..i write here ,wat i been through everyday and u are lucky cuz u have read my personal life..which i didnt share his story to other people even my fam and besfren.<br />
imbas2 balik ..hmm banyak yg sdah berlaku ..heppy2 day ..sad day..bz day ...stressful day ...so many ..but itulah life kan...hmm<br />
24 nov - mlm lepak2 at my bf fren house..play game..:)) so happy with them .sy pandai sdah men ckit2 ..ckit ja la..:) :)<br />
25 nov- my bf balik at his house ,,with his uncle and cousin .ada kerja dorg . kinda a bz day for me that tyme. sy mgurus latihan keselamatan kebakaran at my work place.. kinda a stressful day ! arghh ..but congratz to myself sbb dpat mngurus dgn baik sekali wpun x perfect ..sy sgt x puas hati sebb sy hanya setiausaha tapi bertugas mcm penyelaras,,, huhuhuh benci..tapi its ok ..sy dapat pengalaman baru lahh. petang tu jam 5.30 bergerak balik kg ..alone,,in rain,,dark...huhu...2 hours perjalanan....and i think my car break have a problem that tyme....:(( :((<br />
jam 8 malam sampai d rumah.<br />
26 nov- lawatan akreditasi ..wah ! so happy berada d hometown sendiri ! dan mmg tempat kerja sgt jauh beza dgn tmpt kerja skg ..........but i learn.....i will improve my service and management later ........:) ) sempat lagi jalan2 with my fren at pekan kgau ...balik petang ...mlm,,sakit kepala huhu<br />
27 nov- still at home..saturday ..hantar my sis p kerja ,,then lepak2 jap..balik rumah jam1pm... kgau is so hot..huhu..at my home pun so hot ...petang tu sy asyik tidur ja la..sakit kepala..line internet pun x brapa ok d kg...<br />
28 nov -sunday .CHURCH . then petang tu jam3 mcm tu balik ......mlm stay2 jap at my bf aunt home..then back home.<br />
29 nov- WORKING..huhuh...and today working again ...so many to do ..hmm..cont later. :) :/im ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-83942758828565390892010-11-22T23:46:00.000-08:002010-11-22T23:46:47.164-08:00sweet nite !semalam stay jap at his aunt house but so kind of boring there..hmm so mengantuk ..dan x selesa sbb ramai org sana.. jam 10 balik at my house ,,my bf play games (daun terup) ,, dia ajar sy main lap lap :))<br />
dan sy ajar dia main game heart attack dan kaya miskin...its so fun and funny too! laughing and laughing :))<br />
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tapi hari nie perang dingin lagi ..hmm mcm2 ..:((im ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-43894110851321406832010-11-21T00:52:00.001-08:002010-12-17T11:32:04.285-08:00hepyy tyme with my bfjust now sy at my room..on9 ,tdur2 ,,rest2 alone..kelmarin bf sy bawa p kg dia,lepak2 sana jap,, then mlm lepak2 pula d rumah aunt dia..panggang2 ayam with his cousinss.. :)) its so sweet ... semlam my bf stay at my house then we bangun lambat (hehe) dkt jam1 baru kuar p kedai..makan2..then go to his aunt house again ..stay2 kejap then now dia p training men bola,, and he sent me home...<br />
hari khamis petang or pagi jumaat sy akan balik hometown ..sebab pagi ari jumaat kami ada lawatan akreditasi ,pastu sy direct balik home lah ..<br />
and maybe after this ,,tiap minggu i will be come back home at hometown becuz my sister from PD will come back and my sister will get married this end of the year..and mau sambut xmas lagi with my family .. i will miss my boyfriend so much ! and sy x sampai hati tggalkan dia alone at here...he must always ask me to come back here like he always do ...hmmm<br />
but one thing ,tadi dia ckp mungkin start next year his life will become more better sbb dia sdah start kerja ..owh i hope he will be the same... sy akut bila dia start ada duit sendiri ,,dia tu pun mula berubahh..:( tapi i hope not...:( he will need me also ..im sure..<br />
...tapi bila fkir2 sy mula takut ,,,ni maknanya sy mula harus berfikir utk serius dgn dia... sy kan berkahwin dgn dia ! mm jadi maknanya sy harus stay d sini selama2nya ...bekerja di tempat tu untuk jangka masa yg panjang ..adakah dia kan benarkan sy utk pergi ?? dan adakah sy sanggup utk pergi dari sini??<br />
sy sangat bingung ... kdg2 sy rasa sy belum bersedia utk nie semua..tadi sy on facebook dan sy lihat kawan2 sy semuanya enjoy berabis! jalan2 sana sini ...p labuan ,p lagod seberang ,,enjoy d kk , p bali and overseas.. owh im so jeless... sy pun mau jalan2 ...tapi bf sy mesti melarang sy jalan2 ...tapi bila sy bawa dia jalan2 dia x mau ...hmm wat can i do ...:(( :(( sometimes sy rasa mau pergi jauh dan bebas dari semua nie...tapi ..adakah sy sanggup?? sy sdh hbiskan masa hampir 2 tahun bersama dia,, terlalu rugi ...jika semuanya berakhirr..im ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-87474385617398698032010-11-20T01:47:00.000-08:002010-11-20T01:47:39.017-08:00:))yup im active again in my blogger ,,mula2 rasa malas mau tulis then sy mau delete this blog tapi bila sy baca balik ,,rasa sayang pula mau delate,,lagipun i write since january 2010..owh a lotsss of thing happen this year ...hmm so many ,,, but let the past happen lah,then face the future..:)<br />
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today 20/11/2010 hari sabtu ,,sy x balik kg hari nie eventhough my sis and little brother ask me to come back ..i stay with my bf at his kg,,stay2 there ..i love my bf so much ..i love him ...:)im ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-49066945268006746302010-11-20T01:41:00.001-08:002010-12-17T11:33:27.371-08:00copy paste from my tumblahh 5<div class="post_content">17 nov jam 5:16pm<br />
di bilik sajaa„, wah bosan ! hari ni cuti raya aidiladha.. tadi tangari ada kuar jap p hari raya d rumah kwn bf saya„lepak2 jap then sy balik rumah balik.„, ermm<br />
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<div class="post_content">18 nov jam 12:12am<br />
alone at my room„,tadi jam 7lbh p rumah my bf aunt„ makan sana..dduk2 tgo tv,stay2 ..men game…then pas tu my bf bawa balik at my home„<br />
sana ada dorg ppk tu lepak2 d bawah rumah„ sy segan kalo dorg nampak bf sy naik atas rumah sy..jadi sy suruh my bf balik dulu …x sangka pula dia marah „ dia ckp ‘sama mum sy x malu „tapi sama lelaki bujang malu„” sy ckp nt dorg ckp2 sy masa kerja nanti „ sebab sy hari2 tjumpa dorg tyme kerja„ my bf ckp nie bukan 1st tyme dorg namapk sy naik cni „ lagipun ramai juga org yg sdah nampak & tahu yg my bf slalu stay at my house… :( dear x fham…:(<br />
dan skg dia marah2 dan buat dingin sama sy …:( dear ..sy bukan apa„ tapi dear faham2 la bah „ sy malu mau kerja sama dorg kalo dorg tau sy slalu bawa lelaki stay at my room„ kalo x tjumpa hari2 xpa..:(<br />
dear miss u …semalam pun by x stay cnie„i already miss u much :( im sorry tapi by patut faham bah …:(</div><br />
</div>im ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-3886561372349901832010-11-20T01:40:00.000-08:002010-11-20T01:40:47.558-08:00copy paste from my tumblahh 4<div class="post_content"> 16 nov 3:57pm<br />
yup and again…here at ofis..dduk2 saja skg mau tggu balik jam 5 karang..rasa mau selesma argghh..benci mcm nie„ :(<br />
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<div class="post_content"> tiba2 sy RINDU hidup sy yg dulu ..:( sy sgt rindu…jalan2 d langkawi,genting higland,cameron highland,penang„tambun perak…lepak2 tepi pantai…tgo wayang! sy sgt rindu dengan semuanya…arghhh…. :(<br />
by! sy mau jalan2 mcm dulu …knapa kalo sy bawa dear jalan2 „dear x mau …dear ckp dea xtau jalan la…tapi kitakan boleh cari jalan sama2….sy sgt seronok cari jalan sama2…boleh ceta2..ketawa2…maybe sesat sama2….sy x kisah.tapi kenapa asal sy bawa dear jalan2 mesti muka dear sgt masam ..mcm tension sgt !! :(<br />
semuanya dear xmau ! mmg la ada juga by bawa jalan2 tapi ..asyik2 tempat yg sama & x enjoy …:(<br />
:( by….sy sgt sedihhh…sy mau jalan2..adventure …pa lagi kalo sy bawa by jalan2 p tmpt lain„KL atau oversea..mesti dear xmau !!<br />
semuanya dear xmau „jadi apa yg dea mau??? :( :( :(<br />
nanti sy bawa org lain jalan2 sama sy baru by taw :( :(<br />
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<div class="post_content"> besok cuti hari raya aidiladha…tapi besok hari rabu „jadi cuti gantung la nama dia tu „,only 1 day ……. and i wonder what should i do 2moro…hmm…kan bgus jalan2 …tapi xtau mau p mana…..<br />
bf sy pun tu xsuka jalan2 ..benci betul..:( apa pun dia xmau ..minta ajar men gitar pun dia xmau ..ntah apa yg dia mau ….kdg2 bosan juga ..kdg2 sy mau berceta2 sama dia pun dia xmau …arggghh<br />
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<div class="post_content"> dear i love u ! :)<br />
tadi kuar p makan sama bf saya ..dduk2 ceta2..:)<br />
sy sayang sama bf saya „ kalo sy tgo dia ja mcm sy mau peluk2 dia saja „tapi pa boleh buat „xkan mau peluk d khalayak ramai„ sy suka tgo by senyum..kan bgus mcm tu …kalo dea murung2@ masam2 muka tu „benci sy tgo …:(<br />
sy x stay2 d rumah aunt dia mlm nie„tapi trus balik my house..<br />
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sy masi lagi at my bf house„ skg dorg d ladang and im alone at home again„but i thinks its better„sbb kdg2 x selasa bila his cousins and friends (all boy) stay at this home„ sempit and x selesa„ so i think its better mcm nie…<br />
smalam„ dkt jam11 (kalo x silap la tu) my bf balik at home…hmm „so terjadi la perang dingin antara kami semalam… tapi yg sy x puas hati tu „patut sy yg marah sama dia tapi dia pula yg marah balik sama sy „kdg2 sakit hati juga la..tapi bila pagi2 its become better again… :)<br />
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<div class="post_content"> 15 nov 3:06pm<br />
d ranau sdah nie..skg d ofis..relax2 dulu jap ..dduk2 dan on9..kemarin jam4.30 jalan balik d ranau„ then sy trus balik rumah„my bf stay2 lagi at his aunt home…<br />
erm apa mau taip ah…erm teda mungkin..xda mood mau taip pa pa//<br />
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</div>im ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-12087934600403962722010-11-20T01:33:00.000-08:002010-11-20T01:34:13.493-08:00copy paste from my tumblahh 2<div class="post_content">12/11/2010 jam 7:35pm<br />
..skg sy d rumah bf sy d telupid„ hari ni hari jumaat sepatutnya time kerja tapi„sy berjaya minta MC dari doktor kelmarin..heheh…<br />
semalam pukul 9+ pm kami smpai cnie..so mcm biasa la„ stay2 at home ja…tapi hari ni sy xtau kenapa sy rasa lonely sgt„sbb bf sy jrg2 layan sy ( i feel) ..banyak habiskan masa dgn cousin2 dia.. dan p ladang kelapasawit dorg waktu siang„mlm ni pun dia jalan sama2 dorg..im alone at home…im so sad…:(<br />
boring & lonely ..tapi apa boleh buat lah…<br />
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<div class="post_content">9:09pm my bf belum balik lagi„:( he forget me„ :( sy dgr dorg pasang muzik kuat2 d rumah sebelah „(kalo dorg la tu) i wonder what they doing.. and i wonder where all the people in this house go…mum bf sy pun xtau d mana„ dari tadi sy 1rg ja d rumah nie„ so sad…tgo tv..on9 ..dduk2 ja„ :(<br />
my bf 4get about me…dia ckp x lama tp..smpai skg belum balik2..alone..alone..so alone„, :(<br />
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</div></div>im ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-47269946110822153962010-11-20T01:28:00.000-08:002010-11-20T01:30:17.903-08:00copy paste from my tumblahh<div class="post_content">11.11.2010<br />
tangan masih sakit „ bengkak„di bahagian radial wrist „sakit bila buat mvement atau angkat benda yang berat ckit… sdah 3 minggu macam nie..mula2 ingat sebab sy terlampau main komputer „ tapi tengok mcm lain„sebab dia makin bengkak…<br />
hari nie sy tanya dgn MA pasal tgn sy nie„dia suruh sy pergi x-ray dulu ..after xray jumpa doktor „ingat kan kena operation rupanya x..doktor ckp nie ganglion..if kena operation pun maybe kaan tumbuh balik ..lagipun susah sbb dia hampir dgn saraf radial..so„doktor cuma bagi appoitment saja utk review balik n then dia bgitau just dtg jumpa dia if ada apa2 masalah… MA pun ada bgi sy ubat ..tapi xtau lah sy mau makan ka x benda tu ..hee..<br />
erm hari nie„mcm kelmarin juga d tmpt kerja ada bz ckit „dgn mcm2 urusan..sejak2 akhir2 nie banyak tugas yg sy diberi tanggungjwab d cnie„<br />
tapi its okey ..at least i learn so many new things…and i like it„, xlah boring juga „ :) but after i know i cana do all this things its make me so relief and learn to love and appreciate my self…:)<br />
ok.mcm biasa lah „nite..tyme together with my bf..„stay2 at his aunt home „play games „watching tv„rest2..eat „drink cofee„ story2„ and then he send me home at 12am… tonite my bf x stay at my house ..cuz dia ckp dia mau tgo main bola jam2 am nanti ..at my room xda tv..its okey ..:)<br />
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<div class="post_content"> this morning„ mcm malas2 cit cuz banyak betul benda yg rasa mau di buat tapi xtau mana 1 mau start dulu „ ermm sy rasa better sy list down mengikut priority baru lah ringan ckit kepala mau fikir..<br />
sy paling x suka bila baru tjumpa org then tiba2 org tu ckp ” jane„napa muka ko pucat ???” atau pun “jane,kenapa ko mcm sakit??” ataupun “jane,kenapa ko mcm sedih ni ??” ataupun “jane,kenapa ko nie mcm ada masalah saja???” wtf„ sy heppy2 pun kena ckp mcm tu juga ka??? bikin panas……. tu la tu saturang kwn tu suka betul ckp mcm tu o huh<br />
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<div class="post_content"> my bf ask me to go with him at his house this weekend„& dia sruh sy ambil cuti this monday ..but i think i can’t..ada patient„ lagipun pengarah x luluskan cuti kalo last minit mcm nie„.. erm actually sy mau ambil sick leave but doctor is busy rite now„ i didnt have a chance to meet her„<br />
and i think i cant take a half day 2moro..i have a patient„ but idk la. have a commitment at a work place sometimes really uncomfortable. arggh<br />
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</div></div>im ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-62355577397841409442010-11-17T08:50:00.000-08:002010-11-17T08:50:18.685-08:00:)wah ..haha ..lama x post d cnie......mula2 mcm mau delete blog nie,,tapi bila sy baca2 balik..semua sunnguh bermakna pula bagi sy !! so actualy ..its november now!! hujung tahun sdah ..mcm2 kejadian telah berlaku semenjak 2 menjak nie,, amat syg sbb sy x dapat tulis cnie untk dbaca2 balik d masa akan dtg ..but watever ... sbenarnya sy ada buat tumblr dan banyak juga tulis2 my diary d sana...hemm<br />
maybe i can copy paste all that in here ...syok juga bila baca2 balik ! hehehim ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-83633189190441055392010-08-18T04:55:00.000-07:002010-08-18T04:55:49.754-07:00Hello again..ok. malam nie sy d rumah,tidur,baring2,duduk2 saja d bilik men internet dsb...this mean im free rite now..my bf ada urusan d kg dia...but his kazen otw p ambil dia tu d rumah..<br />
from last week i have a pack of activity with my friends and bf...:) im so happy ...actually tiba2 saja..dulu x mcm nie..dulu asyik2 sy yg kena dduk rumah tggu dia balik..dia yg asyik jalan ke sana ke mari..sy xtaw lansung mcmana keadaan dia with his friends..tapi actually that start bila weekend lalu2 my friend and his bf bawa p memancing ..then we go ramai2...and besok dia plan lagi ..mcm2 ja plan dorg..:)<br />
and im happy ..cuz sy x bosan lagi d bilik..dia pun x lagi larang2 sy ikut2 dia p mana2...hari tu pun sy ikut dorg p minum2 karoeke mabuk2 d kedai..sy pun dia paksa suruh minum...sampai sy muntah2..dehh<br />
oh boyfriend i luv u so much when u become natural with ur friend..dia sgt tough dan hensem//:) sy bangga juga jadi gf dia....i luv him so much.......damn much......<br />
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tapi kdg2 timbul juga rasa sakit hati terkilan..sebb sy taw dia tu banyak sembunyi,tipu2 dari sy...<br />
at last i know wat he did selama nie..kdg2 x boleh di percayai..huuhuhuh/// biarla hanya sy yg taw ni perkara.......arrgghhim ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-74311772843109429722010-07-22T11:34:00.000-07:002010-07-22T11:34:58.792-07:00Belum mengantuk..jam 2:27 am...belum tidur lagi...herm..mmg mcm nie,kalo sy sorg2 d bilik mmg susah mau tidur selalu ..my bf x tidur sini mlm ni..ntah kenapa..alasan saja..sy taw dia minum d rumah anty dia tu .huhu...alasan saja ada urusan awal pagi tapi tidur lmbt juga?? bikin panas ni kdg2...:(<br />
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hmm..main fb suda bosan..xtau suda mau buat apa..xda dpt buat pa pa cnie..adeh..bosannya ni tmpt..mau dekat 1 tahun suda sy stay cnie...rindu suda sy sama life sy yg dulu ...jalan2...kuar mlm2..cni..mau kuar mlm pun xtau mau p mana..kedai semua suda tutup...adehh... xtau lah...but i decide x mau hidup mcm nie selama2 nya...i got my impian...my impian ialah utk berjalan2 keliling dunia....:) nice rite...... and so many other impian...banyak bah...dan sy akan pastikan semua tecapai... :)<br />
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ermm sja2 ja bah nie menulis ..cuz sy xtau mau buat apa suda...dan lama suda sy x menulis banyak2 cnie kan...ermm oya ..next week my birtday..hehe...hope something good will happen..hehe :)im ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-58393199937999398622010-07-22T11:16:00.000-07:002010-07-22T11:16:56.660-07:00Hard to believei just heard my bestfriend go for abortion..OMG..really???? maybe not a thing like that..but sound she go to clean it........herrm...pity her.....what actually happen...i feel pity and worry for her...maybe im not good but i think im not like that........if the thing happen i will get married..i really wanna have a baby.i wanna...im the happier if i get pregnant...hermmmm but not rite now laa...cuz i not yet married....im ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-36162807825942310662010-07-09T02:39:00.000-07:002010-07-09T02:39:17.288-07:00r u ever care?I WONDER ARE HE EVER CARE FOR ME? FOR REAL?? :(im ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-25785578305375836032010-07-07T00:06:00.000-07:002010-07-07T00:06:38.237-07:00u r really killing me softlyoh God..i love him,,but sometimes i cant stand what he want from me...to many ..i cant do it sometimes...<br />
we are broke...we have no money..but he still cant understand ..he dont know how much i cry inside bout that..life is not easy ..its very complicated...:(<br />
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sometimes i wish he was so gentlemen..spent me money ...do everything for me..treat me like princess..but its that to much ...??<br />
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i never been i this situation where its very shock to me...he ask to much !! dear..im sorry... <br />
Do you understand what i feel ...:( no u didntim ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-7806014548314917152010-07-05T09:17:00.000-07:002010-07-05T09:17:00.049-07:00duh..lama x menulis cni owh ...huhu...pasword pun hampir sy lupa tadi ...hem..skg suda july 2010...<br />
cepatnya masa berlalu ...huhu....mcm2 perkara terjadi ...tapi yg paling penting im still with my bf...mmg lah kdg2 ada pasang surut dlm perhubungan..tapi actually sy semakin syg kan dia dari hari ke hari ...swear God i love him so much !!....<br />
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skg dia balik kg lagi ..leave me alone...but nvmind..luv u dear so much..im ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-32677996746671343552010-04-19T09:02:00.003-07:002010-04-19T09:02:19.174-07:00hoping ....hope some good think will happen to me soon..................:)im ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-44266548079719359952010-03-27T03:13:00.000-07:002010-03-27T03:13:16.357-07:00went jalan-jalanbaru balik dari berjalan2 dengan kawan2...lama betul sy x hanging out with friends mcm ni.....selalu bersama bf saya saja...tu pun kami sudah jrg2 jalan2 sekarang......kalo selalu dapat jalan2 mcm ni kan bagus...best hanging out with girlfriendsss......<br />
my bf d kampung dia sekarang ..5 hari saja dia d sini hari tu....terus balik lagi sana..mungkin hujung bulan ni baru dia balik sini lagi...dia agak bz kerja sekarang ..harap2 ada hasil la apa yg dia buat selama ni ....sy sangat berhrap dia akan mula memikirkan masa depan....dan x berharap saya saja untuk menyara kehdupan berkeluarga nanti....think something my dear...what can change our life.....i love u so much...im ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-33637836602733583072010-03-26T10:04:00.000-07:002010-03-26T10:04:52.743-07:00am i supposed to see the doctor??my weight is getting worst.....i dont believe it but now i so worried and feeling low self esteem.....<br />
should i go and see the doctor....? i want a normal body....i check my weight just now and its only 40 kg?? and im 156cm.....:( uhhhh..............i need to see the doctor what actualy happen to me.......im ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-31035219126422401582010-03-14T11:17:00.000-07:002010-03-14T11:24:33.612-07:00im back! :DLama betul x menulis d cni....duh...wlaupun selalu on9 tapi sy x pernah buka ni blog akhir2 ney....mcm malas maw menulis...but then today im back again....<br />
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ermm banyak kejadian sudah berlaku semenjak last sy menulis di sini ...ada yg sedih,ada yg heppy...tapi yg penting sekarang ...sy x lagi selalu badmood mcm dulu haha! sy cuba utk selalu heppy...berfikir positive dan bersemnagat selalu....dan juga saya mulai memegang satu prinsip hidup iaitu ..."i will my best in my life..."<br />
x kira lah dlm pekerjaan..study...family atau dalam percintaan..malah diri saya sendiri ...saya akan buat yg terbaik...walaupun masalah tetap akan datang ,cabran akan datang tapi saya akan bersedia mengahadapi nya....:)<br />
sy akan buat yg terbaik utk diri say...bukan paksa diri utk jadi sempurna....tapi apa yg terbaik saya dpt buat sy akan buat.....:)<br />
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dan sy aka sentiasa bersemangat dna berfikiran positive....:)<br />
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sy juga semakin rajin sekarang tau...bilik dan rumah sy pastikan kemas setiap hari....sy jaga diri saya betul2 utk kelihatan ceria,bersih,sihat ,bersemangat dan cantik .....<br />
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rupanya persekitaran yang bersih dan tersusun betul2 mempengaruhi emosi kan? setelah keadaan persekitaran sy bersih saya semakin selesa dan gembira...sy juga pastikan sy membuat perancangan teliti dalam kerja dan kehidupan seharian saya.....<br />
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tapi memang lah masalah tetap ada dan akan dtg silih berganti sepanjnag masa......ada masa2 sejak kebelakangan ni sy mcm hampir jadi gila kerana tension.....<br />
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masalah duit! masalah kereta rosak ....masalah jiwa memberontak terhadap dad saya...masalah dgn bf saya....^sigh^<br />
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tapi sy berusaha utk mengatasi semampu yg saya boleh......<br />
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sekarang dan sejak kebelakangan ney ...bf sy sudah jrg d sini bersama sy ...dia selalu balik kg dia skg....agak sibuk...sms pun susah dah dgn dia skg....tapi xpalah...lagipun kami bukan x sms lanung..lagipun skg dia udah mula kerja di sana....baguslah daripada dia d sini asyik lepak2 x tentu arah saja....walaupun sebenarnya dia dekat dgn sy kalo di sini....tapi kalo d sini pun kami jrg juga berjumpa...kecuali malam lah baru dia datang tidur d tempat saya.....then pagi jalan lagi balik rumah aunt dia...and sy risau sebab sy kurang pasti apa yg dia lakukan sepanjang siang tu....<br />
di sana sekurang2nya dia x kan buat benda bukan2....then ada hasil jga....sebab di sini pun dia xda buat apa2 juga.....lagipun boleh lah sy luangkan masa tk study .....:) walaupun sy rindu dia......tapi sy lebih suka bersama2 dia di rumah dia dpd d sni...sebab sini sgt bosan.....<br />
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paling last sy stay sana dulu waktu pertengahan bulan 2..time valentine tu..sy stay 1 week sana....mcm xmau balik ...tapi apa boleh buat terpaksa balik juga....yg sy malu tu mum dia soal sy "mcmana,ada suda ka?" dengan selamba dia p soal sy sudah ada isi ka x...duh agak malu ....kebetulan sebab sy asyik mencari mangga tapi bukan bermakna sy mengidam...tapi sy memang suka makan mangga dari dulu lagi....(kebiasaan)...<br />
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sy pula yg malu tapi mum dia pula selamba saja...ee kalo kami sudah kawin boleh lah dia tanya sy mcm tu ...huhu..tapi xpa...:) heheim ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-65104530246230352472010-02-10T00:11:00.000-08:002010-02-10T00:11:57.067-08:00good evening all....hari ni still badmood sikit-sikit...tapi saya berusaha untuk kurang kan perasaan ni...sudah berapa lama sy asyik mcm ni saja...BADMOOD..MALAS....saya kena buat perancangan kehidupan yang bagus...dan jadi BERSEMANGAT & HAPPY GO LUCKY sikit......<br />
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semalam saya berbaik balik sama bf saya (nampaknya saya x dapat off hp sampai pagi hehe)<br />
then suddenly he say he on the way balik di sini....good lah...tapi sy ingat dia kan balik jumaat atau sabtu ni....<br />
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sebab semalam kami merancang untuk stay di rumah dia time valentine dan cuti ni ....<br />
xsabarnya untuk pergi dari tempat ni..yang banyak memeningkan kepala.....huhuuim ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-59735285347905985052010-02-09T02:28:00.000-08:002010-02-09T02:28:13.448-08:00oh no wat is this smell??<b>skg rehat2 saja di bilik...like usually....wat a boring life... i dream of a hot girlfriendsss...i mean a lot of girlfriend...kwn2 perempuan yg sekepala dgn saya...do happening thing together....be with a guy/boy is really boring...especially a boyfriend....sangat mengongkong.....</b><br />
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pergi sana x boleh...pergi sini x bleh...pulang lewat sikit marah....hemm.....</b><br />
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<b>tapi sekarang ceritanya lain.... di bilik ni...i smell something....wat is this....oh no the smell come from my TONG SAMPAH....wat the fuck....</b><br />
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<b>sy memang sangat malas akhir2 ni..semuanya jadi x terurus....baju2 saya pun (bersih dan yg belum di basuh) bertaburan atas lantai ...bercampur aduk...dgn buku2 dan barang2 ntah apa benda semuanya....</b><br />
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pinggan mangkuk pun belum cuci semuanya.... aduh...sampai bila saya mcm ni?? saya sgt MALAS...apatah lagi utk mau buat assigment dan kerja2 yg x siap2 lagi tu??</b><br />
<b>cuma ada 2 benda saja yg saya rajn ...TIDUR dan MEN GAME@ONLINE.....</b><br />
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<b>sangat teruk kan...sudah lah asyik tak bersemangat.....SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME.......:(</b><br />
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<b>MY BOYFRIEND semenjak balik kg..asyik bz saja...ada2 saja alasan ...pergi tangkap ikan di sungai lah...buat motor la...tidur lah..pergi main bola la....... sungguh x pedulikan saya...sudah lah saya asyik badmood saja di sini..... dia pulak mau sakitkan hati saya saja......bila saya marah...sy ni suka OFF kan hp....biarlah dia mencari saya sepanjang malam ni (kalau la) saya sangat sakit hati ni skg....AND REALLY I ORDI OFF IT...PROMISE NOT TO ON IT UNTILL TOMORROW.... biar sampai puas hati saya...biar smapai dia puas hati bz di sana...k i stop here.</b>im ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4695984254001125124.post-88700146053546160952010-02-08T05:45:00.000-08:002010-02-08T05:45:19.598-08:00badmood..................<b>napala asyik bad mood sja ni....mcm ada sesuatu yg hilang atau x kena dalam hidup sy ni sekarang.....</b><br />
<b>sy pun xtaw kenapa ...tapi saya sgt bosan dan x bersemangat...napa saya ni sgt x remaja....sy belum puas mau enjoy2...berjalan2 sana sini...puas2......</b><br />
<b>sy bosan hidup terkurung mcm ni....pergi kerja balik ruma....tidur..bngun...p kerja...balik rumah....aduhh....bosannya.....napa lah bf sy x faham.....sy selalu suruh dia bawa saya jalan2...tapi dia mcm berat hati....dia suruh duduk diam2 d rumah saja......adui....dia x faham betl apa yg sy rasa...bosan mcm ni.....hemmm....</b><br />
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<b>skg ni xda semangat.....lansung...apalagi mau buat assgment ni.... xdapat.....sy sgt malass.......sy xdapat buat apa2......mau p kerja pun saya malas.....jumpa pt pun saya malasss....SEMUANYA.......</b><br />
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<b>sy just mau rehat...relax........</b><br />
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<b>kalo ada kerja yg boleh buat sy jadi kaya ...walaupun sy duduk diam2 d rumah kan bagus.......</b><br />
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<b>oya....tadi saya ada diperkenalkan "mcren-oceanus" oleh kawan2 di tempat kerja....sy pun xtaw apa benda tu...tapi yg saya taw benda ni kalo join boleh dapat RM25K sebulan.....</b><br />
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<b>nanti lah sy cek balik apa benda ni...ataupun kalo ada siapa2 yg mau share boleh juga....peace.</b>im ur bABe...http://www.blogger.com/profile/10684735494392356405noreply@blogger.com0